Itz been 2 weeks (& 1 float) since everything crashed...my dreams, my hopes, my life...

I am so grateful for my family and friends who have stood by me throughout this lonliest time...
Slowly i am picking up the mess & broken pieces...trying to find a new meaning to life...
Itz darn hard to be alone, standing on your 2 own feet after all these years with no one to share your day with & no weekends to look forward to, trying to keep busy & put on a smile while u cry inside.
Itz a big lie that time heals...the big hole thats left behind...hopefull until it gets filled up again...someday...

sighs i always get so depressed before a call... not just the day before... but the entire week! esp if its a sunday call... i hate it+++ emo+++

haha i have the funkiest & craziest team tis mth... cant imagine how we can bitch so much! 10h/d X 5days a week lol. but somethings are them true sia

meddie world is realli too small to do anithing or u'll be the butt of all gossip the next week or even the nxt dae!

darn haha

soo cute :)))

Such is the life of a HO... at least GM letz u off at bout 6

a good mouth

4 hands &

10 feet

being a good postman & knowing who to refer to ...

post 6pm i am bored ... dunno wad im doin...

realli dun feel lyke studyin animore oh plz im not a student le

itz been a long time since comin here...

haha i feel OLD among the sudents ;p

i HATE my new team

fine HOs are useless idiots...not meant to be seen or heard!

you are an OCD +++

so everyone has to follow to be ur OCD ways of scribing in the case files...

u dun even noe your patients well... & act as if u freaking noe everthing

& when i try to bring up some OBVIOUS mistake of yours... u ignore it

DUMB ... who gives meropenam + vanc to PANSENITIVE pseudomonas UTI....

hahahahahahaha dumb

sucker to A class pts

i hate this month!

i want to take leave

a waste of my time & brain space...

stop freaking critisizing ppl's handwriting & filing when you dun even mangae your pts properly irritating

somtimes i wonder...

spend my daes taking care of others... ppl whom i dun noe or will ever noe...

juz a fleeting transient meet... yet i spend all my time & energy on them...

but when someone who matters needs your care... u juz cant or werent dere

... for the 101 reasons... sigh