somtimes i wonder...

spend my daes taking care of others... ppl whom i dun noe or will ever noe...

juz a fleeting transient meet... yet i spend all my time & energy on them...

but when someone who matters needs your care... u juz cant or werent dere

... for the 101 reasons... sigh

sigh after all these months i still havent got used to call...

even thou each time i tell myself to keep calm & be nice... by the time it hits 3am i can feel my BP rise... but i juz cant show it

oh wellz life is so fickle... someone juz got into an RTA...but yeah wonders wad that person was doing hurhur maybe drink driving or some crawp? i wld like to noe ya rite