being in renal feels lyke belonging to nowhere...
everidae i report to renal centre to pts i dun noe or noe via dialysis charts...
no nice aunty/uncle/family to sae hi... no nice nurses ard...
i wish i were back at ward 76
so empty :(

hi its 1st dae of renal...
i dun like it here...
every pt is Mr X with
1. ESRF 2' to DM/HTN
2. HD 135 or 246, via ________ site
3. dry wt, UF,
4. Hep B Hep C HIV status
5. dialysis cx eg hypoTN..., other cx esp anaemia +++

currently in here for sepsis or social issues until proven otherwise.
dialysis bloods
Ca Mg PO4, PTH, anaemia panel 1/11, bld c/s coz of sepsis, vanco trough... KIV dialysis Abx

i am nothing but a scribe... da bosses dun talk to u much and da situation is just sooo tense between da bosses during rounds i tremble. I am not allowed to see even da blue letters alone... feel so useless sigh

2 months of tis... gg

by 5pm i was literally jumped when someone said dere's a DKA case in da wards... almost felt like saying can i help u clerk & do da abg plzzz,

i miss 76 sooosoooo much....
i miss having patients under my care from 7am to 5pm everidae instead of juz seeing em for 5 mins... it becomes the patient in ward __ bed__ for HD 135/246... yikes

goodbye ward 76...

today as i stood at the door i realised how much i'm gonna miss my ward 76... my 1st ward i've eva worked in....
neva again to come in at 7 am to the peace & quiet of the ward before the mayhem of morning rounds start...
i luv my team but most of all my nurses & psa who will always make my dae... cleaning up & doing things they arent even supposed to do...
now juz as i get the hang of things, i will be thrown out of my comfort zone to no man's land of renal...
i haf neva seen dialysis being done in my entire med sch dae, much less writeup a renal prescription tml... ggxx this is gonna be a steep learning curve + physical learning curve as i comb thru da entire hosp... literally all 3 towers daily
dear Lord pls help mi survive :)

some diseases are a stigmata... i was realli scared when i had 2 of em in my care...
then tdy an LP had to done... but its on one of such ....
setting plug was alr caused dread & fear.... but LP itz 10 X worse... maybe 3X needle length & size & gdness noes infectivy
but its my 1st & probable oni chance in a long time....
okie i chose to do it :)... den aft that came the need for many pokes on Mr X in just 1 afternoon.... now i have gotten over da fear... juz haf to b careful...

what dad said its realli true... since im here alr just enjoy it & do it well :)

Hihi i've juz started work... somewhere into my 1st month.
Im styl blur but i luv my MOs and most of my team n ward nurses :) sooo blessed to be at ktph.
I luv my day work and my long stayer patients :)
My fellow IM residents & HOs... i wish i could be here for da rest of HO ship... but somedae i'll haf to be back at TTSH...
Okie gg for call again cm.... at least its MO2.

sayin hi

how time flies.... i'm in a realli free time in meddie sch... juz b4 da hell of year 5 starts, i'm thoroughly enjoying my break post india....juz slackin & stoning. Wish i could go out thou... but everione is styl @ electives/postgrad trip somewhere in da world tis lazy weekend. Nvm i shall juz savour da luxury of stayin home for now